Not yet, but until the next post...

Enjoy this beat I've been listening to.

Where'd February Go?

Here it is... March 6th. Have a lot on my plate, hopefully I can update by the end of the week. For the moment, here's a snippet of some posts to follow:

1. Went back to my college town and fell hard for a guy.. hopefully he's falling equally as hard.

2. First gay bar visit this weekend..

3. Bought a small dildo for obvious reasons...

4. Still Grind'n away.... found a good regular guy.

5. Gay guys are crazy.. Imagine me banging a guy when his ex boyfriend is banging on the door..

M.I.A. - Bad Girls

I'm ready to hear some new M.I.A. Loved Kala, so I'm sure the album coming up should be awesome. Here's her latest video. Amazing accent.



Have a good night all.

February Already?!

Where is this time going? Time to update, feeling a little bloggy..

So finally, I did get to see Michael. Just to hook up really. I'm no good at this relationship stuff. I don't want one, not ready for one. I thought he was  the exception, but I guess not. I've been feeling that way since my last post about him, maybe even a little before. I think I was just wanting it to work, he's such a great guy. But I know when little things start to bother me about the person, it usually means I'm over them. I don't even think we could possibly be friends. He just has a completely different mindset than I do and I don't think he'd mesh well with my crew. Yeah, I have a crew. Not a dance crew unfortunately, but nonetheless, a crew. At this point, my friends are way more important than finding a significant other. This guy on grindr that I chat with explains it like this: "Friends are more important... Sex is easy."

And I definitely agree. These are the people I hang with at all the time, ......

Wait. Looking at a commercial for the PushUp Pump... that is the most ridiculous thing I've ever seen! That thing is so bulky, wouldn't fit under my bed easily. And back to our regularly scheduled blog post...

.....we haven't gotten to the sappy share all stories, but for the moment, they are my family. Each one of them brings something unique to the table and its great when we get together always. They pretty much get me through my work week. Now if I can find time to get sleep and laundry in there somewhere, it'd be perfect.

In other news, I bottomed last night for the first time. I've been wanting to try for a while now. Just wanting to feel the other side of things for once, I guess. I've talked about the guy before early on (click here). He's the elementary teacher. We've become really good friends. He doesn't run in my crew, but I still manage to see him quite often. I don't see myself ever considering him more than just friends with benefits. He's probably the closest I'll have to a boyfriend for a while, unless Gosling or Gyllenhaal decide to give me a call. And lets not forget about Michael Fassbender. I'd pretty much drop anything for those three. That includes the drawers I have on.

Back to bottoming. I've always liked a little ass play while I topped guys. So sensitive back there and I always pay special attention to that area while showering. I'm sure straight guys do it all the time, they're just afraid to admit. My finger has always had the knack to slide in when horny, so I decided to take it a step further last night.

I was out with my friends at a local bar when J texted me. We have this usual thing of me staying the night at his house on Friday nights. Just the perfect day to do such. Plus he lives about 30 minutes west of the city I live in, so he's a little out of the way. I told him to stay up and if he does, I'd make it worth his while. And I left it at that. I didn't want him to fall asleep, so I'd constantly check in with him. I finally leave the bars (sober, no drinking and driving guys) and head to his place. We started messing around, exchanged blow jobs, ass play, but for some reason, I wasn't in the mood to get off. I just wanted to be next to him. He definitely felt the same, so we just laid there and fell asleep.

But about 6 am, I woke up with a raging hard on. So I just started sideways grinding on him to get him up. Didn't take long for him or his dick was awake. He felt my body up and down and I did the same, kissed and stroked him, then I reached for him to start playing with my ass. First the cheeks, then he got bold and rubbed his fingers on my hole. Drove me wild. I started grinding harder on him. He just knew exactly what to do. I turned over and started grinding my ass on his dick while he stroked me. I came so close to cumming so I had to stop him. So there we are. Him grinding me while I grind into the sheets. Felt so good. J began to slip a finger in and eventually the tip of his dick. Of course it hurt for a bit, but I wanted it all. Eventually (after a condom and lots of lube later) we got there and we began fucking. Now this isn't the time where I say that it was amazing and it felt so good. Not at all. Fucking hurt like hell. And I'm still hurting a bit. But the thought of him being in me and him enjoying being in me drove my mind rather than the pain. What can I say, I'm a people pleaser.

After about 10 minutes of him going to town on my ass literally, he slipped out of me and I turned over and began stroking. I don't know if it was the massaging my prostate or the fact that I haven't gotten off in 5 days, but I had a great orgasm. I would definitely bottom again, but I definitely would have to be in the mood. But until that time comes, I think I should invest in a toy to loosen up back there.

If anyone has any suggestions for me about which toy or other methods to loosen me up (besides you), I'd be happy to hear them! You can comment here or just email me at underwraps 87 @gmail.com.

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Has Anyone Seen Michael....

...because I haven't. Yep. Since before my last Tuesday. Which was 5 days ago. Which should have been the day I blogged. Sorry guys.

In reality, it's not a long time. It seems like longer because we didn't really talk much, just went to see Sherlock Holmes. My first choice was MI:4, which I still haven't seen, but some things that bothered me about that night.

1. He was late. About 15 minutes late. Of course I stalled and went to a couple stores in the mall until he got there, but nonetheless, he was late.
2. The movie theater's showing of MI:4 was the IMAX version. Michael didn't look up this detail, and we both didn't want to spend the extra 8 bucks to see it in IMAX.
3. He asked me multiple questions about the movie, during the movie. To be fair, this last one was the result of the first two. I think anything he did could make me mad after being late though.

Not optimistic about how this is going to play out. Me and relationships...blah.

100% Wrong: Part II

For any of you who took the 33.33% of me seeing Caleb again one more time then that'd be it.. then you were right. Why only the one time? Let me explain.

I'm on Grindr just seeing who's new to the area (no one by the way) and Caleb appears online. Being the friendly guy that I am, I decided to say hey. We began talking.. I began sweet talking (I don't really mean too, it just comes naturally I guess.) and next thing you know were making dinner plans for that evening. So its decided. 5:30 at a local burger joint I've been wanting to try. Yeah, I really like burgers. So we get there. I began asking how he's been, what's going on in his life.. you know, the typical catch up questions. He's got nothing. Absolutely nothing. Seriously. We talk about his niece for maybe 5 minutes then back to nothingness. Worse date I've ever been on. It's crazy because the first one went so well. Thank God I can handle these types of situations and did so to the best of my ability. But as soon as I signed the receipt (separate checks, of course.) I had to end it. In a nice way of course. We hugged, he held on a little longer than he should have, and we said our goodbyes. I got in my car and literally laughed out loud. It was just so funny to me how date one and sorta date two was completely different. I pull up to my place and I get this text:

"I'm like in a state of blissful shock from how awesome that burger was. It was great to see you again. Thanks for meeting up tonight! :)"

I wanted to say:

"I wished the date was as great as the burger. Have a good one!"

But I was really nice, almost too nice and said:

"Baha! That's an awesome state to be in. Hey, no problem! Great seeing you too."

Got the absolute closure needed for this guy. It really does take going through the valleys to see the peaks. In this case it takes going on a crappy date to see how awesome Michael is. I need to see him, but we're texting as we speak, so I'm doing fine.