Where'd February Go?

Here it is... March 6th. Have a lot on my plate, hopefully I can update by the end of the week. For the moment, here's a snippet of some posts to follow:

1. Went back to my college town and fell hard for a guy.. hopefully he's falling equally as hard.

2. First gay bar visit this weekend..

3. Bought a small dildo for obvious reasons...

4. Still Grind'n away.... found a good regular guy.

5. Gay guys are crazy.. Imagine me banging a guy when his ex boyfriend is banging on the door..

Threesomes...

What is the deal with threesomes? I've had 3 guys ask me to have a threesome with them and their boyfriend this week. Maybe its the size of the bulge in my Grindr pic? Yeah, that probably has a lot to do with it. These power bottoms becoming boyfriends then realizing that they need a top. Not to say I am a total top.. actually I don't know what I like to do.. but that's besides the point right now. Then out of the blue a couple days ago this happens:

I get a text from a guy I hooked up with in September. Check out the texts:

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T: I want to watch u and another dude play around. If you decide to have sex with anyone. It could be a fun "group" hang out. Let me get comfortable with things. Crazy request I know.

UnderWraps: That could be interesting. Lots of hesitation, though. What do you mean comfortable with things?

T: I'm hesitant to "get" with a guy. Watching and touching would help me so much. Especially if it was a white guy having sex with you since I could imagine it being me having sex with a blk skin dude.

UnderWraps: Gotcha. I'm hesitant because I'd want to be comfortable with the guy. And if it were to happen, it'd have to be a white/mixed guy. Not attracted to black guys.

BLOGGER'S NOTE: Yes, I'm black and not attracted to black guys. 

T: I know. Do you have a white or mixed friend who would be okay with that?

UnderWraps: Not sure. You on Grindr?

T: Nope

UnderWraps: Check out the app.

T: I might. I just want an honest answer from you tho. If u dont see urself doing that then let me know. So we dont waste each others time. If u are down the please tell me and find out from a friend

BLOGGER'S NOTE: A lot to ask from me at this point I'm thinking.. 

UnderWraps: Calm down bro. My honest answer right now is I don't know. Especially after not hearing from you in a while then this out of the blue. I've never had someone watch me have sex, so like I said, I'm hesitant. You can take that as wasting your time, it's fine. You're not wasting my time by texting.

T: K. But you're either into it or not. If ur hesitant then ur not it sounds like.

UnderWraps: If you want to put it like that, then no, I'm not into it.

T: lol

UnderWraps: Ha, just saying.

T: K I can respect ur decision tho I'm bummed

UnderWraps: yeah, sorry man. Why so hesitant on being with a guy?

T: I don't want to be gay. I might like it more than pussy

UnderWraps: Are you saying that hypothetically if you get with a guy you might like it too much?

T: Yes

UnderWraps: Eh, well you've already done a little bit though. Did you enjoy it then?

T: Yah

UnderWraps: Gotcha. But you enjoy having sex with them right?

T: It's nice yes

UnderWraps: So what's the issue with liking both?

T: It's an issue. Why u psychoanalyzing it

UnderWraps: Ha, you're the one that doesn't want to be gay

T: Lol. Let's do the "three" some or whatever. It would be so hot and you can feel comfortable cause it would be me and another dude u comfortable with. Not some loser off the streets

UnderWraps: Ha, maybe you should look at some interracial gay porn. Well I have to find the right guy first. That'll be a challenge.

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There's some more.. but it's not worth typing out. Pretty much he tells me about a black guy he think I would be into that he met about 6 months ago. Then I list off a couple guys that I've been talking to that might be down. I have T check out their profiles on Adam4Adam and see if he likes any of them. At this point, I'm going along with this plan, cause I don't think it's gonna happen. We'll see if he texts back again this week or in another month.