Here it is... March 6th. Have a lot on my plate, hopefully I can update by the end of the week. For the moment, here's a snippet of some posts to follow:
1. Went back to my college town and fell hard for a guy.. hopefully he's falling equally as hard.
2. First gay bar visit this weekend..
3. Bought a small dildo for obvious reasons...
4. Still Grind'n away.... found a good regular guy.
5. Gay guys are crazy.. Imagine me banging a guy when his ex boyfriend is banging on the door..
Showing posts with label Disaster. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Disaster. Show all posts
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Has Anyone Seen Michael....
...because I haven't. Yep. Since before my last Tuesday. Which was 5 days ago. Which should have been the day I blogged. Sorry guys.
In reality, it's not a long time. It seems like longer because we didn't really talk much, just went to see Sherlock Holmes. My first choice was MI:4, which I still haven't seen, but some things that bothered me about that night.
1. He was late. About 15 minutes late. Of course I stalled and went to a couple stores in the mall until he got there, but nonetheless, he was late.
2. The movie theater's showing of MI:4 was the IMAX version. Michael didn't look up this detail, and we both didn't want to spend the extra 8 bucks to see it in IMAX.
3. He asked me multiple questions about the movie, during the movie. To be fair, this last one was the result of the first two. I think anything he did could make me mad after being late though.
Not optimistic about how this is going to play out. Me and relationships...blah.
In reality, it's not a long time. It seems like longer because we didn't really talk much, just went to see Sherlock Holmes. My first choice was MI:4, which I still haven't seen, but some things that bothered me about that night.
1. He was late. About 15 minutes late. Of course I stalled and went to a couple stores in the mall until he got there, but nonetheless, he was late.
2. The movie theater's showing of MI:4 was the IMAX version. Michael didn't look up this detail, and we both didn't want to spend the extra 8 bucks to see it in IMAX.
3. He asked me multiple questions about the movie, during the movie. To be fair, this last one was the result of the first two. I think anything he did could make me mad after being late though.
Not optimistic about how this is going to play out. Me and relationships...blah.
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
100% Wrong: Part II
For any of you who took the 33.33% of me seeing Caleb again one more time then that'd be it.. then you were right. Why only the one time? Let me explain.
I'm on Grindr just seeing who's new to the area (no one by the way) and Caleb appears online. Being the friendly guy that I am, I decided to say hey. We began talking.. I began sweet talking (I don't really mean too, it just comes naturally I guess.) and next thing you know were making dinner plans for that evening. So its decided. 5:30 at a local burger joint I've been wanting to try. Yeah, I really like burgers. So we get there. I began asking how he's been, what's going on in his life.. you know, the typical catch up questions. He's got nothing. Absolutely nothing. Seriously. We talk about his niece for maybe 5 minutes then back to nothingness. Worse date I've ever been on. It's crazy because the first one went so well. Thank God I can handle these types of situations and did so to the best of my ability. But as soon as I signed the receipt (separate checks, of course.) I had to end it. In a nice way of course. We hugged, he held on a little longer than he should have, and we said our goodbyes. I got in my car and literally laughed out loud. It was just so funny to me how date one and sorta date two was completely different. I pull up to my place and I get this text:
"I'm like in a state of blissful shock from how awesome that burger was. It was great to see you again. Thanks for meeting up tonight! :)"
I wanted to say:
"I wished the date was as great as the burger. Have a good one!"
But I was really nice, almost too nice and said:
"Baha! That's an awesome state to be in. Hey, no problem! Great seeing you too."
Got the absolute closure needed for this guy. It really does take going through the valleys to see the peaks. In this case it takes going on a crappy date to see how awesome Michael is. I need to see him, but we're texting as we speak, so I'm doing fine.
I'm on Grindr just seeing who's new to the area (no one by the way) and Caleb appears online. Being the friendly guy that I am, I decided to say hey. We began talking.. I began sweet talking (I don't really mean too, it just comes naturally I guess.) and next thing you know were making dinner plans for that evening. So its decided. 5:30 at a local burger joint I've been wanting to try. Yeah, I really like burgers. So we get there. I began asking how he's been, what's going on in his life.. you know, the typical catch up questions. He's got nothing. Absolutely nothing. Seriously. We talk about his niece for maybe 5 minutes then back to nothingness. Worse date I've ever been on. It's crazy because the first one went so well. Thank God I can handle these types of situations and did so to the best of my ability. But as soon as I signed the receipt (separate checks, of course.) I had to end it. In a nice way of course. We hugged, he held on a little longer than he should have, and we said our goodbyes. I got in my car and literally laughed out loud. It was just so funny to me how date one and sorta date two was completely different. I pull up to my place and I get this text:
"I'm like in a state of blissful shock from how awesome that burger was. It was great to see you again. Thanks for meeting up tonight! :)"
I wanted to say:
"I wished the date was as great as the burger. Have a good one!"
But I was really nice, almost too nice and said:
"Baha! That's an awesome state to be in. Hey, no problem! Great seeing you too."
Got the absolute closure needed for this guy. It really does take going through the valleys to see the peaks. In this case it takes going on a crappy date to see how awesome Michael is. I need to see him, but we're texting as we speak, so I'm doing fine.
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